Music

I think music is amazing. The stories behind people's lyrics, the way you can hear the emotion in their voices as they sing or rap. What some people go through to get where they are. It's crazy. I love that music is a way of expressing yourself. To say things through other people, things you could never say face to face with someone. I have so much respect for Eminem... I really look up to him. I know he's honestly not the best role model and he cusses a lot but the emotion and passion behind his songs is incredible. If you look behind the cussing and yelling and listen to the lyrics he tells a story through every one of his songs. I respect him for what he came out of, growing up in Detroit but also when he dropped out of rap for a little bit. When he had pill addictions, a drinking problem and tried to commit suicide twice but overcame that and made one of the best comeback albums ever. I know people say rap isn't the same anymore and I agree with that. People are messing it up but there's some amazing artists out there. Kendrick Lamar, Frank Ocean, Hopsin. People like them are the reason I have hope in this generation of hip hop. I used to love all that cheesy teen girl music, the love songs and everything like that. Sometimes I still listen to it but its mostly hip hop. I think that's an amazing genre. The way someone can tell you so much in such a creative way, the metaphores and the way they delivere their rap. I love it. Music is a huge influence in my life.

Love

I believe true love exists. I believe you'll meet someone one day and they'll change your life forever. Everything you thought you knew means nothing anymore. They open you up to a whole new world. Feelings you've never had before. They show you that no matter how many times you've been hurt... There's still love, there's still hope. They're looking for you like you're looking for them and who knows when or where you'll meet them... But they're there, and they're waiting to find you like you're waiting to find them. They'll love everything about you. Everything you hate about yourself. No matter how much you may hate yourself they'll always be there to remind you that you're truly beautiful and they really do love you, and I can't wait for the day I find that someone.

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He's out there. A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate. The only one you can tell your dreams to. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid eight dollars to see it. He'll call to say "Goodnight" or just because he is missing you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you you're the most beautiful girl in the world; and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it. - Nicholas Sparks

My Best Friend

Have you ever had someone who saw you? I mean truly saw you. Everything you ever did wrong. All those long nights you had. They were right there through it all. I did. We were in 8th grade when we started talking, he just called randomly one night. That's the night we became best friends. He said he just needed someone to talk to... someone to listen to him. So that's what i did. We talked all night every night since then. We became really close over that year. He'd come over and we'd sit in my room and play music for each other, songs we hated, songs we loved, songs that reminded us of each other. When summer came we'd sit up on the phone at 4 am with stereos blasting saying, " Listen, this is the part that reminds me of you." I could tell him anything and that never changed how he looked at me. I loved that, I never had someone who didn't change the way they looked at me once i told them everything, but he never left my side. He's the only reason I know what true friendship is. He showed me that sometimes you don't need the whole world to love you, sometimes you only need one person. He was that one person. We drifted since then. We don't talk anymore. Maybe we will one day... but right now he's in the past. People tell me i shouldn't miss him, but how could I not? Everyone says he's not worth it, but he is to me. He always will be.